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Friday, 26 September 2008

  • Our Socialist Overlords (a.k.a. French toast, part deux)


    Welcome to part two of my political/social rant. Enjoy the ride.

    A Socialist Agenda.
    If there is one constant in our government right now, it's the global dive into socialist thinking and policy. From completely useless programs like Social Security, to the current attempt to seize money from the collective pockets of the people to gain control over the financial markets; socialist ideas are rapidly permeating all levels of government.
    A more accurate term to define the type of socialism at work here would be Stalinism, or perhaps Marxist-Leninism. This particular form of socialism took shape as Joseph Stalin, leader of the Soviet Union from 1929–1953, used extensive propaganda to cast himself and his government in a positive light, while using secret police to repress any dissent regarding his dictatorship. He became so intent on pushing his societal system that he instigated a social purge that later came to be known by many as the Soviet holocaust; characterized by widespread police surveillance, widespread suspicion of "saboteurs", imprisonment, and killings. Estimates of the number of deaths associated with the Great Purge run from the official figure of 681,692 to nearly 2 million. Anyone who did not conform to the government's complete control of all economic structures lived under the constant threat of persecution and death.

    Now you may be thinking right now that this sounds absolutely nothing like our government right now and, to a degree, that is true. But I contest that it is heading that way faster than anyone realizes or will acknowledge. Let's look at the facts.

    We don't have a dictator looming over us. No, we just have a congress that acts completely over our heads and behind our backs, making the decisions that we pay for without a moment's thought to the consequences to the people. I reference, most immediately, the impending "bailouts" of financial institutions, as a prime example of this. I have not yet heard one single person say they thought it was a good idea. In fact, everyone I've talked to or heard (and that number is heading into the hundreds now; no exaggeration) is staunchly opposed to it. Multiple polls have clearly established that the American people not only are uneasy about this move, but are quite vocal about not wanting it to happen at all.
    $700 billion, y'all.
    That's a lot of money. And guess whose pockets it's coming out of? Yeah. Ours.
    Congress is pushing this act as a way to save the economy and make life easier for lower income homeowners. This is a bold-faced lie. It is a deception they are either trying to push on us, or they somehow believe themselves, but the truth is, it will help no-one, except the CEOs and head honchos of the companies being bailed out.
    It will not help the economy because there are still all these bad loans floating around out there that are not suddenly going to be resolved. The investors in these companies have already lost the farm, this bailout will not help them either.
    It will not help the people stuck in these so-called bad loans because, number one, they are still bad loans and, number two, those being evicted will still be evicted. Nothing is going to change their situation.
    So why is congress doing this? Basically, because they can. They will now have power over hundreds of thousands of people's lives. They will have power over enormous financial institutions. They will have the power to say where those institutions' money goes. It's all about power.

    My second example of the rampant socialism finds a perfect example in one popular presidential candidate's words and agenda.
    Mr. Barack Obama has, on more than one occasion, lifted up China as an example America should look to in reforming our government and society.
    China, people. Red China. Communist China. This China.
    China has repressed it's people for years, through propaganda, fear and violence. The populace is stifled, dissent is gagged, politics are rigged, the truth is repressed, the people live in squalor, and the upper echelons of government make all the decisions for millions of faceless, voiceless citizens. And this man says we should be more like them.
    The scariest part of it is that so many people are taken in by this philosophy, without any regard for the future ramifications for our society and freedom. Why is no-one paying attention to this?
    Obama's further plans for our society include an expanded, more expensive Social Security program, a governmentally controlled health care system (the Fed deciding essentially who lives and who dies...there's a scarily possible thing for you) and higher taxes for self-made individuals. All of these things are socialistic to the extreme, and pose a grave threat to the freedoms and rights this country was founded on. And the Left doesn't bat an eye.
    Sheep to the slaughter.

    The fundamental problem at the core of this socialistic streak is the way the core principle of our country has been twisted to serve the purposes of a few power-hungry people. Much the way the minds of certain circles in pre-Revolution France were twisted. The basic principle of our country is that all people are born equal.
    This concept has been warped into the idea that all people SHOULD ALWAYS be equal and even, in EVERYTHING. In other words, if you haven't worked as hard as your neighbor, you now have the right to go to the government and get them to take money out of your neighbor's pocket and put it in yours. This is the way it will work soon, based on where the government is currently headed.
    If I work diligently my whole life and become a millionaire, I don't want the government reaching into my bank account and scooping out half of my earnings to give to those who choose daily to remain in poverty. And what happens if I refuse to bow to the government's wishes? They will prosecute and persecute me until I do. Um, China, anyone?
    Barack Obama's wife, Michelle, has aggressively pushed his agenda, and is quoted as saying some pretty radically communist things. "There needs to be a redistribution of wealth." "Some people will have to give up their piece of the pie so that others can have more." What is that? That's certainly not American! It's not only directly against the constitution, it will lead to class warfare, and potentially another actual civil war, and that's not an alarmist viewpoint at all. We have historical evidence from multiple time periods and societies. An attempt to strike perfect economic balance always ends in bloodshed and ruin.


    What can save us?
    Simply put, we can.
    Congress is positively useless to the American people. Regardless of party lines, its members have become complacent, oblivious, corrupt, out of touch with the common man, elitist, power-hungry, borderline traitorous and downright stupid. They do not have our best interests at heart, and haven't for decades. Last time I looked, which was last month, Congress' approval rating was around 8%. That's ghastly. If only 8% of Americans approve of the job you're doing, you shouldn't have the chance to get re-elected; you should be simply fired, hands down. That's the way it works in every other part of life, so why should the government be special?
    Let's fire them. Let's kick them all out on their ears and start over. And if the new crop of congressmen doesn't do the job we need, we kick them out and do it all over again. It's not hard. It's called an election. Last time I checked, there's usually an incumbent and a challenger. Let's remove all incumbents.
    I propose that we, regardless of political leanings and personal agendas, vote for "the other guy" this election. If there is an incumbent, kick them out. If the incumbent is Republican, vote Democrat. If the incumbent is Democrat, vote Republican. If your conscience just won't let you do that, then vote for an independent, vote for a third party, who cares, just get these actionless slugs out of Washington. It's completely within our control still, thank God.
    If enough of us get on board with this movement, it will succeed.
    We MUST take back control of our government and our society. If we don't, I fear our United States won't have many more united years left.



Friday, 19 September 2008

  • What the french, toast!?


    Ok. It's been a while since I ranted on here. A TRUE rant. A rant about something that matters. And it's been a REALLY long time since I ranted about political issues. Many of you will note that I have left my political views and opinions regarding this presidential race out of my blog so far.

    Unfortunately, today that will end.
    I have had it. I've kept quiet about the partisan bickering and mudslinging. I've sat silently while people I know and/or respect spout completely illogical garbage about one political party or the other. Enough. This presidential race has taken on an almost idolatrous face; being more about messianic perceptions than real socio-political analysis. Consequently, the people on both sides possess an almost religious zeal for their respective parties, and with that comes a mindset not unlike that of the Nazi's: destroy anyone who isn't us!

    I'm actually not going to talk about the presidential candidates, the platforms, or even the parties themselves. The election is irrelevant. The president is not the problem. Rather, I am going to address what I see to be the glaringly obvious issue that governs all of the above: the choices that we the people make.
    As I began writing this entry, I realized that it would be far too long and complex to try to tackle in one go; or to subject you, the faithful readers, to. Thus I will break it up over several days, trying to take on one or two issues in depth. Hopefully the end result will be coherent enough to take as a complete picture of my views on the current political atmosphere.

    The American Dream
    We the people of the United States have become a spoiled, selfish group, with equal and overdeveloped streaks of laziness and entitlement. For years now billboards have screamed out the next big "necessity"; the one thing that will turn your life into the American Dream. From chewing gum to houses, everything is labeled as being the one thing life has been lacking until this particularly convenient-for-you moment.
    It hasn't always been this way. Our country was built on the backs of a handful of strong, willing, able and driven people, who had a dream of living free; owing nothing to any man. The pioneers that put together the first push into the American wilderness did so knowing that bone-crushing work and severe loss would be symptoms of their choice for years to come; yet they soldiered on, willing to take whatever came their way.
    In the following two centuries, that attitude was perverted--as everything is, given enough time--and twisted back around to where half the population of the country is apparently willing to be placed firmly under another man's thumb in order to grab more of what is now perceived as the American Dream. An individual's worth as a member of society has become utterly dependent on their credit score. People see success in terms of dollar signs and job titles. The American Dream is...what? Does anyone even know anymore?

    Debt
    One particular presidential candidate had it right when he said that America has become "a nation of whiners." The country is staggering under debt, and people want to point fingers at the government. I'm sorry, but the government has nothing to do with whether or not you choose to take on a car loan you can't pay off. The president has no control over whether or not you read the terms of your adjustable rate mortgage. Congress has no bearing on the day-to-day impulse buying that has buried the middle class in a crushing heap of credit card debt.
    How did this happen? We used to be a nation that abhorred debt. The Bible (regardless of your religious beliefs, you have to admit it is the primary source of all the moral standards our country was built on) speaks out against debt time and again; exhorting people to avoid it at all costs.

    In 1967, City Bank of New York issued the Everything card, the card that eventually became MasterCard. It was during the 1960's that the credit card took hold of the American consumer’s pocketbook. The credit card freed people from the restraints of having to have money to buy something by allowing them to use money that they had not yet earned. By freeing their immediate constraints the credit card took a firm hold of the card user's future. And the future showed up in the form of a bill the next month and every month after. And by the mid 1990's the consumer debt in America surpassed $1 trillion dollars, much of it through the use of credit cards.

    Average credit card debt among indebted young adults increased by 55 percent between 1992 and 2001, to $4,088. (Source: "Generation Broke: Growth of Debt Among Young Americans")
    The average credit card indebted young adult household now spends nearly 24 percent of its income on debt payments, four percentage points more, on average, than young adults did in 1992. (Ibid)
    76 percent of undergraduates have credit cards, and the average undergrad has $2,200 in credit card debt. Additionally, they will amass almost $20,000 in student debt. (Source: Nellie Mae, "Undergraduate Students and Credit Cards in 2004: An Analysis of Usage Rates and Trends.")
    Total U.S. consumer revolving debt reached $962 billion in May 2008, up from $879 billion at the end of 2006. About 98 percent of that debt was credit card debt. (Source: Federal Reserve)

    Is the government responsible for your credit card debt? Absolutely not!
    The same argument stands for the person who stupidly buys a house they can't afford with money they haven't earned.

    "But," you argue, "the national debt is huge too!" Sure, congress is responsible for that, but who has the power to remove congressmen? Who has the ULTIMATE responsibility? We the people! We're too busy whining and feeling sorry for ourselves to realize we can do something about it. More on that at a later date.

    Am I trying to come off as holier-than-thou? Absolutely not. I have debt too. I, through the same slow stupification process, g-r-a-d-u-a-l-l-y amassed a nice little chunk of debt. Do I blame anyone else for it? Of course not. It was MY stupidity that got me there in the first place.
    To all Americans; particularly the Leftists: stop whining! Stop expecting the government to fix the problems YOU created! It's YOUR fault! It's YOUR responsibility to fix your own problems. No-one else's.


    Next Time:

    ~ The Left's obsession with Socialism (the polite word for the strong-arm tactics they want to use to seize your hard-earned money).

    ~ The complete uselessness of Congress, and what we need to do about it.


    Following that:

    ~ Government "bailouts" and what they mean to the average man.

    ~ Social conscience and the decline of morals.


    Expect to hear a lot of politically-incorrect stuff from me. The self-proclaimed enlightened and liberally-minded will be up in arms against most of it, but I don't care. I'm tired of listening to their mindless blather and illogical ravings. Time for a healthy dose of reality and reason. Will they listen? Probably not. But I'll be satisfied with getting my reasoning in their ears. At least then I've done what I can.

Monday, 15 September 2008

  • Screw the iPhone!


    Give me one of these!





    The HTC Touch HD, in all its glory.

    With almost identical dimensions to the iPhone 3G, a huge, high-res display, TWO cameras (back 5MP and front CMOS camera for video calls) and full touch screen interface--running Windows Mobile--HTC has set the iPhone squarely in its sights.

    Gauntlet: thrown.
    Apple, eat your heart out.

    This phone contains some of the most powerful hardware ever crammed into a handset of its size, and boasts a feature set that is expected to make that of the iPhone look like a child's toy.
    Give it three days in the general public, and some hacker will figure out how to load Google's Android OS on it, and it's all over.

    Given HTC's competitive upcoming handset lineup;



    The Touch Viva;



    The Touch Diamond;


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    And the Touch 3G

    Apple has a serious fight on its hands.
    And frankly, I couldn't be happier. This is why I didn't jump at the iPhone. I knew that someone else would do it better...or at least more the way I like it. And the more GOOD phones out there to compete, the lower the price for the consumer.

    Now all we're waiting for is Android...


Thursday, 04 September 2008

  • I hate to say it but...


    ...I told you so.

    I love it when I get "professional" verification of technology predictions I make.
    Many of you may remember my somewhat radical prediction of Blu-ray's demise in the relatively near future. Well apparently I'm not the only one who feels this way, and certainly not as qualified to make such predictions as the below-mentioned gentleman.

    This from engadget.com:

    Samsung UK exec says Blu-ray "has five years left"

    While we can't say if it represents a general sentiment at Samsung or not, the company's UK director of consumer electronics, Andy Griffiths, sure went out on a bit of a limb in a recent interview with Pocket-lint, with him saying that Blu-ray has, to paraphrase David Bowie, only "five years left," and that he "certainly wouldn't give it ten." He did say, however, that he thought 2008 would be Blu-ray's year, adding that "it's going to be huge", and that Samsung is "heavily back-ordered at the moment." As for Samsung's future after Blu-ray's supposed demise, Griffiths seems to think that OLED will be the next big thing, and he's pegging 2010 as a possible date for it to become mainstream and replace LCD. He didn't offer a prediction as to when it will die out though.


    This from the biggest manufacturer of Blu-ray players, and the company that's been in bed with Sony on this since BD's inception.
    Who is to say whether it will actually become a reality? But if and when it does, remember: you heard it here first.

Monday, 01 September 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Riot!
    By Paramore
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    Woot.


    (The title of this entry has nothing to do with anything.)

    Some changes to the layout here, as you may notice.
    I was tooling around with it last night, seeking to bring it in line with my mood and the nature of my life these days. I've made it a bit simpler. More streamlined.
    It seems I am feeling more down-to-business with regards to my own life. I am doing my best to take charge, take control; but at the same time let God have ultimate control.
    So many things to do, so little time.
    So much to accomplish, yet, oddly, they all seem so simple, when viewed through an objective frame. Too bad life rarely works that simplistically.

    I'm sure you've all gotten used to me talking about change on this thing in the past three+ years. And, frankly, I've gotten a bit used to it too. It's all too easy to throw the word "change" around, with nothing of substance to back it up (as our good friend Mr. Obama has proven quite effectively--but I digress). But change is inevitable and, in this case, mandatory, so I would much rather change in a direction that I know will be good for me and my family than as the random winds of circumstantial change would blow me.

    Change must be made. I am not satisfied to live as I am. I will have it no longer. Time to man up to my situation and own my life.
    The changes I feel the need to make will certainly be somewhat painful, but painful in a very temporary, ultimately insignificant way.
    These changes will most likely effect the amount of time I spend on here, but I will try to regularly update--especially regarding the progress of the bun in Anna's oven.

    I do not say all this to sound like my life is in dire jeopardy, or to make any of you pity or worry about me in any way. Take my words as more of a self-reassurance, and external commitment to an inward decision to change.
    I now have all of you to answer to.

    In other news, Anna's doing well. The morning sickness, such as it was, is all but gone. We thank God for that (and Reliv too, but that's another story ). She still feels sporadically fatigued, but that seems to be the only symptom, at this time. She felt a flutter today, for the first time, and it was something of an intimate, precious moment for both of us. I think I'll probably remember it for years to come. The whole pregnancy suddenly seemed ten times more real in that moment.
    I'm to the point where I'm really anxious to visit the doctor in two weeks and see our child for the first time...

    ...


Sunday, 24 August 2008

  • *This entry is entirely plagiarized



    Those of you who watched the Saddleback Forum between Pastor Rick Warren and the two primary candidates for the Presidency will know what I am talking about when I say that Obama showed his true self on that Q&A last week. No speech-writers, no teleprompters, no previous knowledge of the questions; he stuttered and stammered and, ultimately, danced around the most important questions without really answering them.
    For those of you who did not see the forum, I would recommend watching the video or reading the full transcript at this website before proceeding, in order to have a frame of reference.

    I have been outraged by some of Mr. Obama's responses; particularly his now-infamous response to the question regarding abortion. Until this forum, I have tolerated Barak Obama's media-soaked campaign with mild irritation, but now I've realized the depth of America's folly in lifting this man up as the pinnacle of hope. I weep for the United States, if we have sunk so low in our moral and logical senses to be supporting this confused, relativistic, ethically lost windbag. And those are probably the strongest words I have ever expressed or even felt regarding Mr. Obama.
    I contemplated writing a full entry on this subject myself, but have read two excellent articles on the subject that I will post here instead. The first is by my former roommate, Josh Watson, a recently graduated philosophy student from Taylor U. The second is from Governor Mike Huckabee, as an open letter to his supporters.

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    Greg did a great job discussing the issue of abortion as it related to Obama’s laughable and cowardly response to Warren’s question about the rights of babies. Apparently Obama of Nazareth is incapable of articulating a coherent position on this issue. His response, replete with non sequiturs and prevaricating sophistry, betrays a spinelessness on this most important of moral issues. But in order to avoid appearing like one who enables and facilitates the murder of children, Obama has attempted to kick the dust in everyone’s eyes, raising every sort of irrelevant fact as though it were helpful in the discussion, in hopes that he will appear progressive and tolerant instead of just cowardly and at odds with life and the great Christian tradition on this issue.

    Greg was right to point out that the fact that women struggle immensely with these decisions is completely morally irrelevant. What really, Obama, is supposed to follow from that mundane and worthless observation in terms of the morality of abortion? Is that in any way evidence or reason to think abortion ought to be legal?

    By the way, I hope you all know that Obama opposed the partial-birth abortion ban of 2003, even though it contained an exception for the life of the mother, the exception reading as follows: “This subsection does not apply to a partial-birth abortion that is necessary to save the life of a mother whose life is endangered by a physical disorder, physical illness, or physical injury, including a life-endangering physical condition caused by or arising from the pregnancy itself.”

    So, it is nothing but dung out of his mouth to pretend like his opposition to such bans has its basis in a concern for the lives of mothers. He has not voted in favor of restrictions on late term abortions even though there was an exception for the mother’s health, contrary to what his politically opportunistic answer to Warren might suggest.

    In the end, all we got from Obama on this issue is what philosopher Harry Frankfurt would call “bullshit.” “Women struggle so much,” “pro-choice, not pro-abortion,” “exceptions for the mother’s life,” “oh this issue is so hard,” “no one really knows if a baby is a baby, it’s a matter of faith that can’t be disputed,” “wouldn’t it be great if there were less abortions,” “bla bla bla bla bla bla bla…” And every drunken sophomore at every university in the country has their little hearts warmed by this nonsense, thinking to themselves, “Oh, what an enlightened and middle-of-the-road position to take on such a difficult moral quandary. Isn’t it great that Obama is so understanding and sensitive to all the facets of this issue. Aww, he’s so cute.”

    I wish someone would ask him (in front of the nation) a question that is actually interesting, like, “Obama, being that partial-birth abortion involves sucking the brains out of the skulls of children in the third trimester, do you think it is progressive and enlightened to make sure that women always have the legal opportunity to do this (so long as they wring their hands in sufficient moral perplexity, of course), or is that issue also above your pay grade?”

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    Dear Team:

    The Democrats are beginning to arrive in Denver for the coronation, er uh, NOMINATION, of Barak Obama. In the past few weeks, some of the shine and glitter has begun to disappear as he stumbled badly trying to escape his own record on fundamental issues like the sanctity of life. His non-answer to Rick Warren in the Saddleback Forum was more revealing for what he didn’t say than what he said. He did what many far left liberals do when it comes time to discuss the life issue—he changed the topic. He said that answers to such questions either scientifically or theologically were “above his pay grade.”

    Mr. Obama, most people earning far below YOUR pay grade know enough science to realize that when 23 chromosomes from a female and 23 from a male unite in the moment of conception, a life containing 46 unique chromosomes is created. For all the talk from liberals as to how they follow science and therefore end up with their positions on global warming and evolution, they seem to claim utter ignorance of one of science’s irrefutable facts---what kind of life is created at conception.

    Here’s the clear “science:”

    When the male sperm and female egg join, a new and unique life form is created. At conception. Not at birth or viability, or when a lawyer says so. At conception this happens. John McCain got it right; Obama pled less scientific knowledge than a 5th grader.

    This life is either human or something else. Science irrefutably would declare that the life which is starting from that moment is human. It’s not a stalk of broccoli, it’s not a parrot, squirrel, or dolphin. It will never become a tree—it can only become a human. It has the entire DNA schedule that it will have for the rest of its life right then. In days it will begin to take on increasingly observable human characteristics and form, but at conception, it is biologically human.

    If this life is human, then the only issue left is whether this human life falls under the notion that it has a fundamental right of existence or not. If not, it is because we as a culture have decided that some human lives are simply not worth living. If we can decide that about an innocent and unborn baby, we can also decide it on the basis of less absolute criteria than that. If we make that choice (and this is all about “CHOICE,” isn’t it?) then someone may decide that a terminally ill person is not a life worth living. Maybe a severely disabled child is a life not worth living; what about a person with a limited IQ? Say that’s absurd—that an educated and enlightened society would never be so audacious as to begin to terminate life based on such arbitrary excuses? Maybe you haven’t studied Nazi Germany, in which the murder of six million Jews was justified because of their religion and millions of others were murdered because of their politics. Germany was not a primitive, superstitious culture. It was one filled with the intelligentsia and enlightened.

    This is an important issue. It’s why we can’t trust Obama with America’s future because he’s not even sure which Americans are worth saving and which ones aren’t. And it’s why that for many of us, McCain’s selection of a running mate really does matter. Because John McCain clearly is pro life, I will support and vote for him because Obama is not an option for me as a pro life person. I will be disappointed if McCain doesn’t pick a true pro life person and realize that should that happen, he will lose many of the very people who supported me. I cannot expect all of you to vote for McCain if he chooses someone whose record isn’t pro life. It will be a less than perfect decision for all of us---our only real choices are McCain and Obama; one will protect life and one won’t. Some will argue for a 3rd party candidate and I respect that, but in political realities, that is essentially a vote for Obama and I can’t go there.

    I want lower taxes, less government, more local control, less spending, greater accountability for tax dollars, a strong national defense, and less government regulation. But above all, I want a government who respects life—mine, yours, and that of people I don’t know and even those I don’t like. A government that decides that an unborn baby isn’t worth anything may one day decide that about me. Or you.

    This election shouldn't be about taxes. It ought to be about life.

    I'd love to hear your thoughts.

    Respectfully,
    Mike Huckabee

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    Thoughts?


Tuesday, 19 August 2008

  • Currently Watching
    Equilibrium
    By Christian Bale, David Barrash, Sean Bean, Francesco Cabras, Maria Pia Calzone
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    Changes; many and varied.


    Ok, not really many or varied, but certainly no less potent.

    Good heavens, it's been a while since I posted. Gee, where have you heard that before, right?
    In any case, things have been transpiring lately that made xanga seem rather trivial.

    The big news is Anna and I are expecting. We found out on August 3, 2008 at about 1:00pm central time. I remember this because I was working that Sunday--a first, since starting with AVT (a fact which I am quite glad about)--and I was 15 feet off the ground, in a scissor-lift, rigging a projector from the ballroom ceiling.
    Anna had been texting me about the whole "are we pregnant or are we not" epic all morning, and she decided, almost on a whim, to go get a pregnancy test. Half an hour later she called me and told me it was positive. Slightly startled, I told her to wait a while a take a second one, for verification.

    Two lines. Pregnant.

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    I spent the next three hours or so feeling quite ill. Not being able to leave, yet not able to keep my mind on my work; the afternoon felt interminably long. I was desperately shocked, afraid and praying like mad.

    See, it's not like we don't want kids--much the opposite. We just didn't want them yet. We wanted to wait another year, minimum. God, however, has a sense of humor and a different plan, it would appear. Frankly we were both quite devastated by the news the first few days; as the news of our little bundle of...something...filled us with all our worst fears and concerns about the future. We felt sorry for ourselves, but felt sorry for feeling sorry for ourselves. It definitely was not the way I envisioned it. There was no joy or delighted surprise at the news. I felt guilty for not being overjoyed, but how could I, when my world had just come crashing down around me?
    Needless to say, we told both our parents immediately, but left it at that. My parents reacted the way I'd hoped to; with great joy. Anna's parents simply sat in stunned silence for a few moments, with her father's first words being, "are you serious?"

    A week later, we received confirmation from a doctor and began telling friends. We had finally begun to get used to the idea, and telling friends only helped that process along. We began to see, through the eyes and the reactions of our friends, the great joy in it. Abby certainly wins the grand prize for most priceless reaction. If you know who that is, ask her about it. I'm sure she'll be glad to share.

    We have since come to terms with it, and are actually beginning to feel excited. We certainly have a lot to do, and many changes to initiate and prepare for. Pray for us as we enter this time of trial and transition. We appreciate all your love, and will most likely lean heavily on some of you in the coming months.

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    In other news, we attended the 20th Anniversary Reliv International Conference in St. Louis over the weekend. It was awesome. We met more great people, heard great stories, learned more about this great company, and came home with a drive to share the hope we and others have found with those around us.
    If there are those among you readers who don't know what I'm talking about, refer to this entry from October. We'd love to share with each and every one of you.

    A few pictures from our trip. (Click them to see them full-size.)

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    My mother, who also attended the conference, looking quite nice.

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    My Anna, also looking quite nice (I love our new camera), but like a goob, as she makes faces at...

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    This boy. His name was Thomas, and the bearded man is his father, Peter.

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    Anna, again being gooberish to the camera. How I love her.

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    Enough with the modeling; time for some serious portraiture.

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    A familiar sight. Our hotel is the building you see at the far right edge of the picture.
    How awesome are we?



    And one last picture that I took minutes ago, of Jonas getting a much-hated bath.

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    That is all for tonight. We'll keep you all posted if something else happens......like twins....

    ....oh geez.......


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